Heelllooo,
there is something about me, you don't know. It is that I'm a walking embarrassment. There is no day were I don't embarrass myself. But the good thing is, a) it never gets boring with me b) there are soo many people out there who are exactly the same, so why should I be afraid of showing my awkward self?! :)
I tend to say stupid things around others, being socially awkward (especially at meeting people and don't know how to greeting them?! With a hug, handshake, a wave, nothing at all, aaahhhhh), tumble in front of a lot of people (yep, that's definitely my favourite thing to do...), sing out lot around people (nop, I can't sing!) and so much other things but it would be way too much to list them all now (well, I could but only if you have a few hours spare...).
The thing about being awkward is, that I accepted the fact that I'm a walking embarrassment, I laugh at myself. But for people I barely know or just met it's something weird. You have no idea how often I get looks from other people of how embarressed they are for me or how pitty they feel.
I don't know if its a good or bad thing but I'm okay with being weird, I accepted it but for others I'm just that strange girl, to who you should stay away as far as you can. I get isolated just for being weird, is that okay? I don't think so.
Okay, I'm not only weird by what I do however also by what I say and how I behave but that's a completely different topic and I can't change the fact that sometimes, okay always my mouth is faster then my mind... upsi, sorry!
I can't change the fact that I have a strange attraction of embarrissing situation. I don't know why but it happens that always soemthing embarrissing happens I'm involved in it. That's just my life!!!
Are you the same or am I the only strange person out there. Please let me know and make me feel just the tiniest bit better about myself. :)
Lots of love,
Jen ♥
31 March 2015
8 March 2015
New years resolutions?!
Heelllooo,
I don't know if you've read my blog post about my new years resloutions, but if you havn't you propably should before continuing reading this. :)
So after new year I wrote about my new years resolutions and all this kind of stuff, so I thought it would be a good idea to write about how successful I am/was.
Let me start by saying, well, it didn't worked out the way I wanted it to be.
My first resolution was eating more healthier.
I have to say I do eat a lot of fruit and vegetables and I try to cut out fat and sugar in my meals, so I'm quite successful in that. But to be totally honest with you, I got a bit bad with eating sweets. I don't know what it is, but lately I craved sweets after work sooo much, it's unbeliveable. Since like two weeks I try to stop that again. I try not to buy myself any sweet during the week, I only allow myself sweets on the weekend, when I'm out with friends or we do a movie night or something.
My seconds resolution was to get fitter.
Well, once agin, I was very good at the beginning, but then I had some problems with my ligament at my left foot and I had to stop doing sports for a while. Since that I'm very unmotivated again and I struggle with pushing myself. But I set myself the goal to keep up with it again and start to go to the gym from next week on more regualy again.
And my last resolution was to be more of who I want to be.
Finally something I completely achieved. Of course I'm not there yet totally, but that isn't something you achieve in 3 months time. But so far, I can tell, that I'm more of the person I want to be and feel more confident with being it. And honestly, I never felt as good mentaly as at the moement.
Summarizing it, I can say that I did not such a good job. At the beginng of the year, I was very positiv that I can achieve it and havn't such a struggle with it.
After 3 months, I can say, I'm still not there 100% but at the moment I'm motivated to start it again and to achieve the goals I set myself.
So, if you set yourself some new years resolutions/goals you want to achieve and you're have a little struggle with it at the moment, don't be mad at yourself and give it up completely. Sometimes it's okay to take a break, as long as you stand up again and keep on doing it. There is no wrong with it.
But anyways, I hope you all still doing well with all your resolutions you set yourself.
Lots of love,
Jen ♥
I don't know if you've read my blog post about my new years resloutions, but if you havn't you propably should before continuing reading this. :)
So after new year I wrote about my new years resolutions and all this kind of stuff, so I thought it would be a good idea to write about how successful I am/was.
Let me start by saying, well, it didn't worked out the way I wanted it to be.
My first resolution was eating more healthier.
I have to say I do eat a lot of fruit and vegetables and I try to cut out fat and sugar in my meals, so I'm quite successful in that. But to be totally honest with you, I got a bit bad with eating sweets. I don't know what it is, but lately I craved sweets after work sooo much, it's unbeliveable. Since like two weeks I try to stop that again. I try not to buy myself any sweet during the week, I only allow myself sweets on the weekend, when I'm out with friends or we do a movie night or something.
My seconds resolution was to get fitter.
Well, once agin, I was very good at the beginning, but then I had some problems with my ligament at my left foot and I had to stop doing sports for a while. Since that I'm very unmotivated again and I struggle with pushing myself. But I set myself the goal to keep up with it again and start to go to the gym from next week on more regualy again.
And my last resolution was to be more of who I want to be.
Finally something I completely achieved. Of course I'm not there yet totally, but that isn't something you achieve in 3 months time. But so far, I can tell, that I'm more of the person I want to be and feel more confident with being it. And honestly, I never felt as good mentaly as at the moement.
Summarizing it, I can say that I did not such a good job. At the beginng of the year, I was very positiv that I can achieve it and havn't such a struggle with it.
After 3 months, I can say, I'm still not there 100% but at the moment I'm motivated to start it again and to achieve the goals I set myself.
So, if you set yourself some new years resolutions/goals you want to achieve and you're have a little struggle with it at the moment, don't be mad at yourself and give it up completely. Sometimes it's okay to take a break, as long as you stand up again and keep on doing it. There is no wrong with it.
But anyways, I hope you all still doing well with all your resolutions you set yourself.
Lots of love,
Jen ♥
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